.Saturday, February 12, 2011 ' 8:55 PM Y
The darkest romance
Back to my battle ground , thinks here still suits me best .
Once i types in here , guess those who reads my blog shall already know.
Emo have slowly emerge out again . Great feeling huh ?
Keep wondering and wondering . What on earth have i done wrong to deserve this ?
Perhaps i should carry a statue of whatever god in my hands wherever i go ?
God , this is torturing . Why not we change shoe one day ?
Maybe then you will realize your jokes are not at all funny .
TIK TOK TIK TOK
I can actually hear the time creeping by . Incredible eh ?
PUM PUM PUM .
Who's there at the doorstep of my heart ?
RunAway Laughter
.Friday, December 31, 2010 ' 9:55 PM Y
The darkest romance
Bored to the maximun man !Nvm . at least it means im 1 day nearer to my release date =) haha, what a way to self console myself . Well , this few days im so down with fatigue . dunno wat happen to my body too . its seems so tired all the while . need love perharps XDSpeaking of love , wth with it . argh i dont want to have any bgr right now . but yet this feel kept flooding into my mind, sorry , im not going to get into it , so .... just quickly get a bf and let my heart die away will you ?thanks for the favour . hmm ,, so long my friends . last post of 2010 . goodbye loves imy dear
RunAway Laughter
.Sunday, December 12, 2010 ' 9:02 AM Y
The darkest romance
Back !
hello everybody . im back ! you mei you miss wo ? LOL!
anyway let mi re-intro myself again alright .my name is lawlen . yoo know fallen / swollen ? that the 'len' im talking about ..NOT LAWLAN OR LAULAN !!! RAWR ~~
was busying with meeting up with friends all this so no time blog ,sorry . wil try to blog more i n future provided i got time ;) always busy .lalala.
anyway thats all for now .
i know its kinda short ...but i dunno wat to blog lo! lol
withloves~
RunAway Laughter
.Friday, April 17, 2009 ' 12:49 AM Y
The darkest romance
Clocks clicking , times running out .
Human changes in a flash . STRESS~
Puff the cigarette
inhale and exhale ,
you'll see paladin in front w/o free wishes . SHARKS !
17th April 2009 , 4 more typical day I'm going to survive under the sun
I wonder if there's gonna be anyone the brighten up everything
Sigh~ i brought foolscap papers and pen today .
gonna write letters . For Collin
don't know what should i write also .
i miss who/what/where/when/how now
Lehnis BaPE
RunAway Laughter
.Saturday, April 11, 2009 ' 11:23 AM Y
The darkest romance
The Saturday right after Good friday
Had quite a good tight sleep last night , and woke up early this morning.
Washed up my face , took a puff . And switch on my laptop .
Stared at it for like 10-20 minutes and i still don't what to do with it ,
ran through my friendster , found out it so dead .
But never mind , I'm not on for friendster anymore .
Now link to my blog , trying to emo myself for a new post ,
but i failed . HAHA ?
* ABOVE PARAGRAPH IS A TOTAL COCKNESS
It just left a week or more to my court day ,
thinks and thoughts are dashing over my mind ,
horror and horrified are creeping on my heart .
Result ...? Question marks will be the only answer for it .
Well , I don't what else to post anymore .
now messaging with zu-er =]
Quit loving because its harmful
Choose flirting because its a healthier choice *wink*
RunAway Laughter
.Saturday, March 21, 2009 ' 6:56 PM Y
The darkest romance
I'm feeling Blue ~ A very bad saturday indeed , forced me to post blog which i haven't post for a decade . Sorry to ps ben they all today for the sentosa trip , i'm so out of mood since last night .
Started sneezing since last night i reached home . Can't even turn in for a good sleep . thousands and millions of things is running through my head .
Finally i slept , which i don't know wat time . And woke up a 8am , thought wanted to get myself prepared for sentosa trip , but i still find myself in total moodless mode. So i stayed in my bed looking at the four sides of my wall , keep viewing my handphone inbox , hoping for a good morning msg . In the end , nothing or no1 reach me .
Untill 10am , ben called followed by ah boy and also xinyu . Rejected all calls , so they intend to invade to my house to wake me up . Stood outside my room's window calling my name , their voice is just lik a cat moaning outside my room . But i just don't give a damn . Carried on with day-dreaming , till they gone , till rainfalls , i'm still in my room filled with unwanted emotions .
Sigh~ billions and zillions of my braincells had been killed today . 21st of March . In conclusion , its just a fairytale desire on you . Maybe one day it might be a incredible wish of mine to come true impossibly , but maybe is still maybe . Not too much hope in the future either .
Kai hong pls come back quickly , i need a brainwash session with you .
Lehnis BaPE signing off ~*
RunAway Laughter
.Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ' 1:44 PM Y
The darkest romance
Its your voice that made me fell out wif my heart ,
and now is voice that made me kill my heart again.
The voice of a total sweetness .
Economy crisis , and guess what .
Its a reason for civil defense to cut our pay .
Unreasonable isn't it ?
Singapore is damn welfare you see ,
give us Gst now and every year , good right.
Now they gave us great discounts too ,
a 300 SGD in our NSF pay .
100% wind up ! argh ~
Been very healthy lately , playing Bb all day long .
healthy right . Wahahs .
I'm going to mia and stay in camp lik what i must .
so peoples , if you see me .
Its equivalent to strike lottery XD
Smsing with ji Dan now ,
still considering wan meet her or book in early .
maybe just meet her and book in slightly late ba =]
that's all i shall post . lazy le .
Lehnis BaPE ' A millions eyes on a pity girl
RunAway Laughter
